Selective Memory
January 31st, 2010Charlie Ward is doing a series of interviews with various photographers in an effort to discover which photography books have had the most impact on us. You can read my response below (and also on the Little Brown Mushroom blog):
“The first photo book I can remember having a lasting impact on me would have to be my family’s photo album. I imagine my thrill upon its initial discovery was largely narcissistic, but the album played a major role in how I came to understand my identity, my past, and the formation of my earliest memories. The album itself is as thick as a phone book. The front cover is baby-duck yellow and says ‘Family Album’ in an embellished font, complete with photographs of some generic family enjoying an autumn picnic. Its thick adhesive pages were once a creamy white but have since gone yellowish-brown, a prime example of non-archival storage. The album starts right off with my birth and goes until I am about four or five years old. I think I noticed the album when I was around six, and revisited its contents once a week, experiencing what I can only imagine was a twisted sense of false nostalgia. Yes, I was six, reminiscing about the ‘good ‘ol days’. I kept looking through the album until it was memorized and I still don’t understand why I was so obsessed with it. Any way, no book of photography has affected or moved me in a similar way since. If I was to pick a commercially available photo book: Chronologies by Richard Misrach.”
Since I haven’t seen that photo album for some time, I asked my mother to take a picture of it and send it to me.

Turns out my memory isn’t so good after all. My overall impression was correct, but when I tried to remember specifics, I was wrong several times over. A perfect case of photography ‘correcting’ a memory.



















