If you haven’t checked out my website lately, I’ve updated it with my latest project ‘I Have The Need To Destroy’, the photographic record of my experience playing bass in a hardcore band for a year. I made a limited # of books (complete with 7″ record) and am selling them through my webstore. If you’re in New York City, you can pick them up at Printed Matter as well.

The audio that accompanies the book is a collection of field recordings made during the band’s practices, shows, and recording sessions. I tried to approach this project with a minimal style, adapting a snapshot aesthetic and lo-fi production quality. The book is pretty zine-ish and the 7″ is a staple of the punk-rock genre. If you want to hear what the actual band sounded like, you can download an MP3 here and here.
As far as my participation in the band went, I helped write a song or two, but I really tried to sit back and just observe. I recorded all our practices and shows not because I thought we were a great band (in hindsight, I think we were pretty average), but rather as a testament to recording and the documentary practice. In the end, my goal became to emphasize the quieter moments of a scene that is largely known for being loud and explosive.

I exhibited the large diazotype above at the Soap Factory this past summer as part of the Pay Attention: GM08 exhibition. There was an audible component as well–I had speakers playing a selection of the field recordings I had made–setting up equipment, opening beers, having quiet conversations about music and life. All-in-all my experience with hardcore music was special because of these little moments, both fleeting and insignificant (I’m instantly reminded of why I love John Porcellino’s musings on the 80’s punk scene). Let me know what you think.